My story with the victim (2)

Ok, how will I escape from such a disaster that will threaten my young married life? Why did the choice fall on me alone? I mean, why didn’t the rising star ask the director to come to her house with me, but not even ask him for a solo visit as well? Is this her reward for being so respectful of her the previous two times, that she might feel that I am the weakest link from which she could possibly spin out of control of the film?

Ok, how will I escape from such a disaster that will threaten my young married life? Why did the choice fall on me alone?

Ok, what inspired her to do that when I was very disciplined in my dealings with her for fear of any uncontrolled gesture or look that might give me a headache I don’t want? And who told her in the first place that I can help her in the film and I am the writer who has not yet established his feet in the industry and cannot help anyone but himself if he can help her at all? Do I now need this urgent test of my determination to leave the life of honesty and piety I have lived in the shadow of celibacy? Why aren’t all these cheap fantasies, influenced by years of low-key movies, haunting my brain since I learned of the necessity of visiting the up-and-coming apartment? And who said that I can’t apologize for that visit, no matter what happens, because I look forward to that visit that satisfies the vanity of my delusions about myself?

All these questions and fantasies evaporated as soon as I entered the star’s apartment, and she greeted me alone, completely modest and without makeup, without kisses or hugs. Her mother, who had to “follow” Morocco, and when the star asked me what I would drink before we began our conversation, she added apologetically in a low voice that she would not be able to invite me to any drinks in the presence of her mother, and when I said I did not drink, she smiled ‘ a broad encouragement, and held out her hand. Again she greeted me with a warm hand that increased my confusion. Then she said that she was right when she chose to invite me to sit with her, because her infallible sense for people’s minerals led her to I am a sincere and honest person who can help her to decide the fateful decision she is about to make.

Who told her in the first place that I can help her in the film and I am the writer who has not yet established his feet in the industry and can help no one but himself if he can help her?

Between my overwhelming joy at escaping the trap of imaginary temptation, and my small male embarrassment at living in the “truthful and honest” category, I sat and listened to the mother, Hajja Baitullah, as she praised what I saw of her heard daughter’s praise. , which she drew from many sources, and mourned her daughter’s fortune with the men desired in Her body and those who are deceived by the fact that she is a ghanoush or a “dala’a, and they speak of the Egyptian,” which was lessened by the star who brought tea, coffee, and sweetmeats. overstepped his bounds, and that with the passage of time and experience she had become accustomed not to concern herself with the opinions of others not be, because she would not be able to control her, and that the ways of dealing with others with her beauty and femininity help her to know their personalities and determine the best way to deal with them, and she could not telling the inspector that I passed the touch and look test she did. for me the previous two times, so she decided to share her confusion with me, which the producer who imagines that she is “Tyra” should not be known from the joy of her participation in the film, when in fact she is not the decision to participate and is still afraid of it. strong.

My silence, satisfied with the tone of sincere expressions of sympathy, helped the star and her mother to find some slackness, which I did not need to interrupt with questions or opinions. I thought of a clever way to get back to the original goal, which I thank God is getting closer than I thought, which is to keep the confused ascent away from my film. What’s next for me cinema future?

It seemed to me that the star was too confident in her feminine abilities, or was more objective than my taste and opinion of her abilities, and although she did not reveal much in order not to deviate from the purpose of the visit, the main thing she said was that during the few months she spent in Egypt, she was surprised by the roads. The strange thing old and famous people treated her with, she had all the respect and appreciation for them, they didn’t respect her or themselves, and they only saw in her their fantasies about her and their desire for her, and when the mother made a brief intervention in which she expressed her dissatisfaction with her daughter who helped them to mistrust her, When she treated them with exaggerated kindness and greed for her. , the star defended her, saying that she was not ready to inherit her negative view of hatred for all men from her mother, after what she had seen from her father, who, in a useful summary, understood that the mother lives in an unparalleled blackness from which she and her daughter have barely survived, but still suffer from its effects and consequences.

My silence, satisfied with the tone of sincere expressions of sympathy, helped the star and her mother to find some slackness, which I did not need to interrupt with questions or opinions. I thought of a clever way to get back to the original goal, which I thank God for getting closer than I thought, which is to keep the bewildered ascent away from my film. The future of which my film future depend, not to harm him by her poor performance and lack of presence, with all my respect for all the stories she told of her suffering with men, starting with her father when you went down, and I had to clever way to think to support her skepticism about the decision to accept the championship, without appearing Hamas understands my dislike of her , so the strong woman in her decision to oppose me to show that she has the heroism and kudu did, which I became almost certain of its impossibility, for the more she talked, the more certain she was that she was not at all suitable. acting, and that if she eliminated the film by her lack of presence, her professionalism would save her for singing and her ability to exert her feminine abilities in dealing with men who are drowning in the riyal. As for me, if the film drowned, who will save me?

My predicament increased when I started asking consecutive questions about my opinion about the producer, director and hero.

My predicament increased when I began to ask successive questions about my opinion of the producer, director and hero, and this was an easy entry point that I could use to direct negative signals, even coded ones, that her anxiety and desire not to not participate in the film. That I only did it to save the fetus for which we are all eagerly waiting, but I stopped myself from sliding into that dangerous rail, which guarantees me that she is not hiding behind the mask of the confused female not a psychopathic figure, she might have felt insulted because she didn’t see the “riyal” from me slipping away in front of her, so I decided To expect between me and the film’s partners, a possibility that I do not exaggerate I don’t think so, after all I’ve met in my life of rotten psychopathic characters who love gratuitous mischief.

Therefore and for all this, I decided to follow a very careful and high-security technique, which is the technique of answering the question with a question, which is easy to hide behind to evade you from the answer , because as you will tell her and you certainly won’t find it hard to believe: you want to learn more about this cute character who brought you together. There are circumstances in which you and they drink tea, coffee and some of the famous (Al-Bohsali) sweets, this interesting character who does not drive behind the bright lights of the cinema that seduces everyone, but decides to think carefully before taking this step take, and because you respect it in that, it will not be important to get busy. This character will answer the question, “Will I benefit from acting in this movie?” Rather, it will be more important and useful for her to answer your most important question: “In the first place, do you see yourself more: an actress or a singer?”

Before the ascendant answered my confused question, I made sure to attach it to an explanatory paragraph emphasizing the importance of films for male and female singers because it prevents their songs from disappearing, with evidence that we watch films on satellite channels by male and female singers that we could not hear before, and after denying a suspicion of what I said. I wanted to remove it from the film, I was going to warn carefully about the danger of failure in the theater because it is different from the failure of songs in that it is an immortal failure with jalajel and shakhaleel. Technically, he was the one who shook the sleep out of her eyes and pushed her to ask me the fateful question I was trying to avoid answering: “Do you advise me to enter the cinema now?”

Answering the question with a question is no longer feasible, and therefore it was necessary to explicitly evade the answer by saying that this question is personal and no one can answer it except, and while Sitt al-Hajjah said that she advised her. to resolve the controversy between her and herself by praying istikhaarah, I said that I cannot To say thanks in the script I wrote because he does not thank himself, except for the devil, and that she with herself have to sit in a quiet session to decide afterwards whether or not this is the most suitable scenario for her to start her film career with.

I said that I couldn’t be grateful for the script I wrote because it was just the devil in itself, and that she should have a quiet session with herself to decide afterwards whether it was the most suitable scenario for her is to start her. film career with or without.

I thought that my words were appropriate as the conclusion of a session that was almost long and scolded, so when the wobbly woman said that she sat with herself yesterday in that quiet session and decided that the role of the champion was not for her will not be because it is not wise for her acquaintance card with the Egyptians to play the role of a frivolous girl, And that she is afraid that the audience will alienate her because of the scenes of dance parties in which the heroine drinks alcohol and drugs, and then a lot will not pay attention to the fact that the character changed after fighting a true love story, saying that the scenes of family breakdown that the heroine lived were what made her love the heroine and especially sympathize with her She experienced deprivation from her mother for many years after her father insisted that she live with him after the divorce and after a while she was forced to run away from him to marry her colleague at the university, but her fear of the consequences of that loud role on her at the beginning of her film career makes her choose to play a small role in the film embodying the character of a girl Poor, the audience will surely from the first oombli i like it

We will continue next week, God willing

* The article expresses the author’s point of view and not necessarily the opinion of Raseef22

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